Sunday, May 16, 2010

Is That Love Or Revenge

Although you have say it to me...but I am still scare, still worry... Are you really still loving me??? Or it is just a revenge because I hurt you??? I don't know what are you thinking about.
Every time,everyday, I am always sms you,and you, reply me after a few hour or you even didn't reply me. This has broken my heart, I did not dare to ask you about the reason why you don't reply my message, I scare that the answer will let my heart broken into slices. And I, like a stupid, still sms with you with a smile, hoping you will reply it, I wait till midnight for your sms but you didn't reply it. Sometimes, you reply the message and I feel very happy. Am I like a stupid???
I also feel that, there are something changes between you and me but I don't know what is it. It make me feel uncomfortable,bad mood... ... Is it the end of us?? I dare not to think about it.
I hope I can find a friend to talk about it but I do not have the chance. No one care about me, all just think that love is just a game, no need to behave so serious about it. But for me, love is my everything, now. At this moment, my heart just got you, you are my everything, I can't imagine the life without you in my world.
What can I do now?? What should I do to go into your heart??? Is it right for continue loving you??? Anyone can help me???