无题目(本人在发泄情绪)

考试到来...原本打算发愤图强想读书的...结果...还不是一天到晚坐在电脑前面!!!!!
气死我啦!!!!!
还以为这次能转性读书...结果还是不能...为什么要考试啊~不考一次会死的咩?????每天都考考考...那么喜欢考试你们这些老师考饱去咯!!!!很PK的咯!!!!考试不怎么理想在学校给老师讲...回家给妈妈骂...考不好又不是我想的...这次还有家长日...考到比较差妈妈又要骂人了!!!!!
最近原本还以为已经回归到以前一样...结果大失所望...你对我还是那么冷淡...你也一直强逼我做些以前你都不会要我做的事...到底是为什么啊??????我做错什么了吗??????
虽然说时间能改变一个人...但是我却没想到...时间改变了你这么多...还是你没有改变???还是变了的那个人是我????
人到底是为了什么而活着???是为了自己??还是为了别人???
有时候觉得自己活在这个世界上真的很没有意思...觉得离开或许是一个不错的选择...但是却没有这个勇气...后来却觉得...活着是好的...多活一秒钟...让我发觉到这个世界的美好...让我可以更认识朋友们...让我拥有更多回忆...但是偶尔...活着...真的很辛苦...
其实...生活在这个世界上是好还是坏呢????

Is That Love Or Revenge

Although you have say it to me...but I am still scare, still worry... Are you really still loving me??? Or it is just a revenge because I hurt you??? I don't know what are you thinking about.
Every time,everyday, I am always sms you,and you, reply me after a few hour or you even didn't reply me. This has broken my heart, I did not dare to ask you about the reason why you don't reply my message, I scare that the answer will let my heart broken into slices. And I, like a stupid, still sms with you with a smile, hoping you will reply it, I wait till midnight for your sms but you didn't reply it. Sometimes, you reply the message and I feel very happy. Am I like a stupid???
I also feel that, there are something changes between you and me but I don't know what is it. It make me feel uncomfortable,bad mood... ... Is it the end of us?? I dare not to think about it.
I hope I can find a friend to talk about it but I do not have the chance. No one care about me, all just think that love is just a game, no need to behave so serious about it. But for me, love is my everything, now. At this moment, my heart just got you, you are my everything, I can't imagine the life without you in my world.
What can I do now?? What should I do to go into your heart??? Is it right for continue loving you??? Anyone can help me???

超开心

今天真的超开心的...我竟然提起勇气信息你...而且我也得到我想要的答案了...
在今天...我才发现...原来...我可以这么开心的...朋友们都说已经没有看到我那么开心的笑容了...^^
不过之前你问我是谁时我却很害怕...我的心也渐渐碎了...但是...当我听到从你那儿得来的那那句话...却让我变得超开心的...原以为...这一生也听不到的话...你却让我听到了...
谢谢你...【YEW】

犹豫、害怕

距离上次的信息到现在已经有两三个月了...最近整个人觉得没精神...要死不死的感觉...忽然...我觉得...原来那是因为你不在的关系...那时我发觉...我根本无法忘记你...将你从我的记忆了删除...
我好想信息你...但是...我却怕得不到你的回信...或得到的只是你冷冷的回信...我也害怕你再也不会把那个名字说出来...那个对我而言是独一无二的至宝...那个只有你才知道的名字...那个只有你才能说出口的名字...
我一直都在犹豫...也在害怕...我到底该不该信息你...我怕你还在恨我...而我竟然害怕...你已经不在爱我...我...真的好害怕...
直到现在我还在犹豫着该信息你吗...我该怎么开口...