Do you have a GIRLFRIEND at there???

Already 1 week I didn't find you, and you, didn't send message to me even 1 also. This make me feel confused.
Have I done any wrong to you??
Why you always like this??
Do you have a new girlfriend at there already and you just take me as a tool for you to make your revenge??
When I ask you something, you always give me some excuses.
Why you don't just answer my question??
Do it so hard to answer it??
Why...why...tell me why please...please tell me why you...treat me like this...

Feel Worry About Our Love

This few days I am just thinking about it...Should I ask you for the truth??If I ask it out, does it means the end of our love???Because of this few question, I can't sleep for this few night. Maybe some of you will think that it is useless to think about it. But for me, it is controlling the future between me and him. I should think it carefully.
When I want to ask you, you have stop replying my message. I know you will not reply it although I ask you so, i didn't do it. Till next time, when we are message-ing, I feel scare to ask you, scare that you will replying something I do not want to see it. At last, I fail to ask anything.
I don't know whether is it correct to continue like this. I am just like a tortoise, hide inside the big shell when trouble comes and just come out when the trouble gone. But I can do nothing, I do not dare to do anything that maybe will make our relation become worst and worst.
Should I continue acting like this??? Guys, please tell me, I need your help...

你真的开心吗??

自从上次以后...你跟我说话的语气都是冷淡的...我一直都觉得你是在玩弄我的感情...
但是前几天...妹告诉我...你现在很开心...我一直在问自己...为什么你可以跟妹说你很开心...而对于我...你却什么都不说...只是淡淡的回应我...
我常常都在想...你开心是不是因为你终于可以报复我...还是...你的开心是发自于内心...我很迷惘...我不敢问你...问了你...或许...我得到的答案...会使我的心碎成无数片...所以我选择了沉默...
ღ我宁愿在你面前假装快乐...我也不要让你看到我的不快乐...我的疑惑...
ღ我宁肯带上微笑的面具...也决不让你看到我流泪...我哭泣...
ღ我宁愿在与你信息时语气开朗...也决不让你发现我落在屏幕上的泪...
我真的不想让你为我操心...我只想让你快乐...虽然这样做我会很累...很辛苦...但是只要是你...我会心甘情愿去做...
爱情本来就是一个愿打一个愿挨...就让我来承受所有的痛...就当作是补偿我之前对你的愧疚...或者是让我好好地...毫无遗憾的爱你...疼你一次吧..